You know that I could use somebody..

It's just been pointed out that I haven't blogged in a while, so I thought it a must that I make a post.
Haven't got much to say to be honest. I've had the house to myself for nearly a week now, I was enjoying the quiet time at first but now it's starting to take it's toll and i'm getting rather lonely. That sounds sad, but very true. Roll on the next couple of days, maybe I should sleep them away?
I've recently realised that it's time I was selfish, not in a bad way, but I have had people (or that should say A PERSON) in my life that has brought nothing but heartache, stress, and head fucks.. And I've let it happen. This person has now somewhat been cut out of my life, and it feels like fresh air. This person is the kind of person that does nothing but mess with your head, give you constant mixed signals, and just blatantly not good for sanity. Oh as well as lie about anything and everything possible. Goodbye rotten'ness.
On a plus side, I'm starting to build my self confidence again. I've been going to the gym quite alot, I used to have a really good body image and I thought I was really attractive. Over the past 2 years I've put on weight and my image has completely changed. So I've hit the gym and for the first time in a long time I feel confident and can look in the mirror and not feel sick.
I am crushing soooo bad on someone right now. That's not a shock to the system. My crushes change from week to week. Some would I'm greedy? I say... Well yeah, greedy. I guess I just appreciate female beauty alot more than your average person would.
I'm going shopping tomorrow, I think some retail therapy is guaranteed to bring a smile to my face.
I will blog again soon when there is much more to say.. Right now, mind is sort of blank. Happy thoughts?..... Needed.